Sunday, November 01, 2009

Flunked my Scuba certification

I practiced for weeks underwater, but when it is time for certification everything seemed to go wrong. It was a nice day with sun coming out, but I got late getting to the site and got too much tension on the way. We started in our wetsuits and got down into the alki beach overlooking the ships entering the Seattle harbor.

I had a wet suit with tight hood and gloves to tackle the cold waters (10 C), masks with snorkel, weights to help me sink easily, BCD (a suit that is connected to air suply) to help me move up and down in the water, boots, fins to swim easily, cylinder with 2 regulators to breathe, gauges to monitor depth, direction, air pressure etc... Scuba is a sport with too many gears all strapped into your body :(.

The first few minutes seemed to go ok and I swam underwater about 100 some feet, when the dirty waters of Alki seemed spooked me. The salt water was bitter, visibility was not good with all those silt and I got extreme claustrophobic. The extra weights (I strapped some 40 pounds into various parts of my body to help me sink well) were awkward and it was tipping me onto one side all the time. I don't know what got into me, but the panic I felt was sudden. And I broke the cardinal rule of scuba diving - never panic. In that panic I lost all the rationility.

The regulator went out of my mouth and water salt started rushing into my mouth. I could not find the BCD regulator that will help me go from the bottom of the sea. Salt water filled my masks and I could harldly see a thing. In that panic, I took the emergency exit and zoomed thorough the top of the water and started gasping. And since I had all those extra weights to help me sink, I could not stay on top of the water and kept sinking repeatedly. The coast was just 100 feet away but water seemed to take away all my courage. Finally the scuba instructor pulled me out of the water.

Relaxing for a few minutes out of water, I wanted to go again., But, the one time panic was still acting on my brain and I could not act rationally underwater. The salt water was still producing all those nasty reactions in my mouth, but this time I calmly swam out of the water.

That confirmed my flunking the underwater diver certification. Maybe scuba is not for me. I donno. I still have this fear of open waters - having seen the brutal powers of water. Having once struck under a whitewaterstream and suffocating in a powerful rapid before entering a waterfall, maybe contributing to that effect.

I was so disappointed with myself and as usual I took up the 2 activities I enjoy. I went to the bookstore and spent some time reading and buying books, and then drove randomly. I went for 5 hours to go to beaches in Oregon, when the tiredness of the day started getting on me. I pulled up in a rest area and started sleeping in my car - usual stuff in my roadtrips. After 2 hours woke up, drove back, returned gear. I'm not ready to give up Scuba yet. But, I will hopefully get over claustrophobic...

Monday, October 26, 2009

Moving to India - part 5

Life is full of tradeoffs.

Top 10 things I will miss in India.
1. Driving my Mustang - it was my most prized possession and I thoroughly enjoyed driving. I could drive 1000 miles in a day in mountains and not feel tired. In India, I will have to use powerless car in hapless roads with nary a road discipline :(.
2. Splendid Seattle - I-90 is the road to the heavens and 101 is the boardwalk of utopia. I drove these roads dozens of times for 100s of miles with no end in purpose. Sometimes I ended all the way in Montana while planning for a 20 min drive. There is going be nothing like I-90.
3. Hiking - I throughly enjoyed the hikes of Mt. Baker - Snoqualmie forest. The peacefullness of Granite Mountain, crowds of Mt. Si, pleasantness of Rattlesnake mountain, beauty of Oyester dome and dozes of other places. In India I need to travel to the Himalayas (1500 miles away from my place) which I could drive in 20 mins from my place in Seattle.
4. My current home - It is a rental, but I got the home I wanted. Watching the sun rising over the entire breadth of Sammamish Lake, without even getting up from bed is something I will sorely miss. There won't be a lake like Sammamish.
5. Brilliant national parks - swimming in Olympic's crescent lake, biking the Tetons, hiking the Denali, driving through Arctic national refuce, sneaking for wildlife in Yellowstone, flying in Glacier park, riding a mule into the Grand Canyon, gawking at the Arches, rafting the colorado, trekking the Rocky Mountains, crawling into wind caves, camping in the red woods, walking the Yosemite - there is no place like America with accessible natural beauty.
6. Dollar - oh yeah dollar smells sweet even after its fall. One dollar is still worth 45 Indian rupees.
7. Efficient government services.
8. Civic facilities - clean water, cleaned up streets, no stray dogs etc.
9. Pretty energetic work environment
10. Most importantly the friends I made here.

Top 10 things I will gain in India.
1. Staying with my parents and family - there is nothing as sweet as a family.
2. Temples - I might be a rational, objective man. That doesn't preclude the fact that I'm a spiritual person.
3. Festivals - Oh yeah.
4. Food - I might like Thai and chains like Denny's and Subway, but there is no match for Indian food. And then Sugarcane in Jan, Mangoes and Jack fruit in summer and lychee's in winter.
5. Lower cost of living - Dollar buys more there. Even after the scorching inflation, India works to be a lot cheaper than living in the US. Particularly in the startup phase, I need to have as long a runway as possible.
6. No long winters. While winter is great if you are skier, but I stopped skiing after 2 seasons when I tore my ligaments. That means 6 months of year goes short of activities - in dark, damp, cooler Seattle winter. (But to compensate for no winter, Chennai gives you plenty of brutal summer).
7. No more restriction on activities. If you are a visa holder in any country (particularly in US), what you can or cannot do with your career is dictated by your visa. Now, I will be a free man.
8. I reactivate my old networks. For obvious reasons my network is a lot extensive in India and a lot of people in business that I know of.
9. Ability to access large, untapped markets. Indian businesses are sometimes run in stone age principles and there is a lot of room for improvement if I utilize my experience in US to make even smallest of changes.
10. Most importantly, I will be in India. My own little country. It can be poor, shabby, corrupt and diseased. But, it is a part of me and it is my dream to build the country I want, instead of just moving to some country that has already been built.

Moving to India - part 4

Now that it is clear (to me atleast) why I'm moving to business and why I'm moving to India, next comes what I'm going to do now. I have a few ideas, but I'm going to start from democratizing economics and finance. This crisis was a painful reminder of how little objective information is out there and getting used by common people. News sources offer pretty biased, subjective opinions on the eocnomy and financials, while common people need more of objective facts. The facts (in the form of government statistics and company earnings releases) are all public, but there are very little tools at the reach of common man to make sense out of them.

I'm really passionate about data and the tools to visualize the data. My goal is to have a central place where an objective (wo)man can access any major economic/financial data at the click of a mouse,visualize the major patterns that are occuring, and then make decision on investing, retirment planning and career moves based on it. This should act as a bulwark against the imbecile showmen and clowns in the media, who pretend to delieve advice on finance and investing.

Over the course of my work at Microsoft, I have made a lot of interesting friends and some of them will be a part in build this idea. My little venture is to start by the end of this year in Chennai, India and I will be joined by my partner and other people in the team early next year. It is too early to discuss the business plan and the product design in public, but this blog will publish it first when it is ready to go public.

Moving to India - part 3

Now that it has been decided that I am moving to business, the obvious question is where. I toyed around with building a business in US, Canada and Singapore, but finally settled for India. While India has always been a part of my dreams, there were two recent catalysts that helped me make the final decision that it is going to be India where I'm going to start my business from.

First is the movie Swades that still keeps troubling me after I first saw it 4 years ago. The Hindi movie is about an Indian-born NASA engineer who visits India to bring back his childhood nanny to US, whom he considers as his only relative. But in the process of convincing her to move from her native village, he undergoes transformation in his perspectives and finally quits being a rocket scientist to move to India.

My classmates and I used to argue whether the movie is practical, but that got me to thinking why it should not be practical. I thought one could be a rational engineer and a capitalist and make use of the wide market of rural India. As an Ayn Randist, I believed that building capitalistic temples - corporations, can do more to world's development than all the charities put together.

Second is when I visited India early this year, I saw this transformation in my village. (See post here) The village that could easily compete with the worst of subsaharan Africa in yesteryears, is not undergoing real transformation with capitalism and technology. The village school didn't have a building 5 years ago - but now classrooms have PCs and DVD players. The teachers talk about world issues, and villagers own pricey motorcycles, mobile phones and TVs (5 years ago there was not even a telephone connection to this place). But, while they had hardware, skilled labor was in short and the school had all their PCs shutoff since they didnt know how to operate it.

I think this is a beautiful platform from which India could be rebuilt. I'm not a social activist or some kind of social worker with elevated thoughts, but an ordinary engineer who thinks there is a symbiotic potential - I can develop India while at the same time developing myself. I know its human development index and economic indicators are among the poorest in the world - but the entrepreneur in me sees the opportunity rather than problems. I came to this position (however meek it might be) crossing through rural India, and it is time I made did something for it. I enjoyed studying America's history and now believe that the conditions in the late 19th century US that brought Ford, Rockefeller, Edison, JP Morgan and my other heroes, are pretty similiar to what India is having now. I dreamt of US for 2 decades, but I'm an Indian and it is time to apply what I have learnt to India.

Moving to India - part 2

Microsoft is a great place to work and whether I work here or not, I will still love the company. The kind of energy, freedom and passion is unbelievable. I have a lot of disagreements about how the compoany should be run and believe that it has plenty of brutal challenges ahead of it. Like America, Microsoft came down from being the world beater in 80s & 90s to lose to its once beaten out rivals, due to less than par leadership. But, like America the spirit of freedom and passion of individuals are pretty underestaimated by the rivals and will keep it thriving a lot longer than most people expect.

In 3 years I was a here, I was a part of the three main divisions of Microsoft - Windows division, Live Labs (as a part of research) and Windows Mobile (as a part of Entertainment & Devices). I also spent equal amount of time in development (first 18 months) and test (last 18 months), with remaining spent in multi role in Live Labs. This gave me wide perspective of how things work at Microsoft.

I came to Microsoft with the plan to quit in 2 years to build my startup, but in the end it took 1 year longer than I planned. One reason is that bad economy interevened inbetween and I didnt want to get caught up on the storm. My plan was to wait till the tail stage of the recession, when you can still use the weak job market and poorer health of your competitors to establish your business and develop your product in time for the economic boom, when investors and customers return.

But, more importantly I underestimated how much I got used to this newfound "wealth" and the comfort of the paychecks. I focused on achieving my "silly" dreams so that when I quit I won't have the regrets of not fulfilling them. I bought my dream car - Red Mustang convertible of which I first read about in school in a children's magazine (Young World). I took various dream tours - even all the way to the Arctic Ocean and Europe, drove 10s of thousands of miles to dozens of national parks in the US. I became an avid biker, biking 200 miles to Portland this summer, learnt scuba diving, went on kayaking trips, rafted through waterfalls, watched all the great movies series published by American Film Institute (some 600 of them), and read through all the pulp fiction works of Grisham, Crichton and other authors.

As I took on dozens of activities my footprint started getting bigger and bigger and I was spending 6 times more than what I used to a 4 years ago. I lived a plain old American dream - drive a convertible, take long roadtrips, live by the lake, watch great movies and enjoy the outdoor activities. I saved a little, but my nest egg was substantially smaller than my peers.

I was also distracted a bit by B-school admissions. I spent a year vetting the schools, meeting the alumni and preparing my essays. I was waitlisted in my top choice schools, but in the last minute couldn't get admission when a bunch of unemployed wall street bankers competed with a lot more attractive resume than mine. I realized that whatever you do, for a Bschool admission committee your engineer resume of building tools and systems is never going to look more attractive than advising on a billion dollar merger or managing a massive portfolio for a mutual fund.

All these factors considerably delayed my progress onto the next stage, but it also gave me more time to fine tune my business ideas and make the networks necessary to build my future team. In the end my top level goal prevailed and whatever happens, I could not afford not to pursue something that was driving me crazy for 2 decades. I cannot lose here - if the company succeeds then it could propel my life, and if it fails it can give me valuable experience in running a business and the satisfaction of pusuing what I wanted.

Moving to India - Part 1

I'm quitting Microsoft and America and pure software engineering, to move towards a life I always dreamt about. I'm moving back to India to build my startup focusing on economics & financial technology. It was not an easy decision and I had been sitting on the edge for a long time before jumping headlong into this triple transition. It will take a while for me to get used to without steady paychecks and getting used to the life back in India after 5.5 years.

Building my own business is something I had been ceaselessly dreaming since I was young. My extended family's succcess in business is pretty mixed, with my maternal uncles doing very well in their architecture, printing press and software business, while my paternal grandfather failed in his seafood business and my great grandfather lost his textile mills during Great Depression. But this mixed result wouldn't stop me from dreaming. I lived and studied in poor villages in southern India studying in schools with thatched roofs, but even that would not stop me from thinking the crazy stuff. Dreams were the cheapest form of entertainment.

My father is a banker and he had a number of manuals about running small businesses - to evaluate the businesses he was loaning to. I used to read them and keep playing with those numbers and success stories. Somehow those inspid manuals interested this school kid more than comics, cartoons and movies (probably because we didnt get good TV signals out there and there were no libraries nearby). In my high school, I used to read about S&P's bond ratings and Dow Jones Index in "The Hindu" newspaper's business column, without understanding the least about what they are. Until I came to highschool, science was a distant third to my favorite subjects - Math and Social Sciences (History & Economics). In highschool I developed a deep love for Physics and Computer Science and also by this time realized that while economics and finance can help me implement an idea, that idea has to come from prowess in technology.

I had no problems in choosing computer science as my major and when I joined college during the dotcom burst early this decade, my dreams turned into building a tech startup. I tried my hands at various ideas and at somepoint even got chosen for Far Eastern economic Reviews Young Inventor's awards in Singapore. But then I was not yet ready to build a company of my own. Once I graduated I moved to the US to do my graduate studies and pursue my research dreams. At some point I planned turn that research into a viable business.

I did reasonably well at grad school finishing up with 4.0 GPA. Once I was done with all my courses and my Masters thesis, I thought about getting work experience before going on to PhD. Microsoft gave me a pretty lucrative offer of joining as a developer in Core OS division. I had never worked in a company before and I immediately jumped on the opporunity to be a part of one of the most admired companies.

Thursday, March 05, 2009

Field report - Future of India and commodities

Kovil Esanai, India in 2006

In January, I was visiting a few villages in India partly to understand how global markets are affecting them. After spending a week in Europe and a few weeks Indian cities, the villages marked a refreshing contrast. As I walked in the fields, I saw that the villagers were happy, gave me free juicy sugarcanes and they were more upbeat about economy than anybody else. As we will see, if India were to consume as much oil per-capita as a relatively poorer Eastern European nation like Slovenia, it alone needs 30 million barrels/day (mbpd) more (40% of world consumption) apart from another 35 mbpd from China. If they both want to consume as much as US, India needs about 60 million addition barrels apart from 70 mbpd for China (current world production of the order of 85 mbpd).

These villages might never get to the economic level of an average American or European countryside, their per-capita income might never get closer to that of an average American, but the changes going on in these nameless places will have a profound impact on world’s commodity, tech and consumer markets. And this could change the wage-commodity price relationship substantially.

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

India’s thopukaranam is touted as Super brain yoga

This is something a lot of south Indians do it as a part of prayer (and part of school punishment).  Now, it is funny that this is getting into the fitness and medical community as a big thing.

'Slumdog Millionaire' opens a new passage to all things Indian

Here is an interesting article in USA today. Is India getting closer to American mainstream like Latino and Chinese culture? Every Indian knows A.R. Rahman is one of the best world musicians, but sadly till now the world didnt know it. There are so many of these untapped talents that might start coming out. Who knows, maybe Amir Khan might be the next Tom Hanks (ok, Tom Hanks is uncomparable, but there is nobody else in Hollywood who can take up his mantle when he retires, so why not somebody from Bollywood?)

http://www.usatoday.com/life/lifestyle/2009-03-03-india-slumdog_N.htm

Hurray for ... Bollywood?

Not exactly, but there's no doubt the success of India-set Slumdog Millionaire — eight Academy Awards and more than $100 million at the box office — has magnified India's profile and accelerated the mingling of American and South Asian cultures.

Who knows? Just as salsa came to rival ketchup as America's top-selling relish with the diffusion of Latino culture, maybe Slumdog is a sign more Americans will be consuming even spicier fare.

So pass the chutney.

"Now you can find Indian food even in mainstream grocery stores," jokes Vin Bhat, the American-born co-founder of Saavn, a New York-based company that, as the largest digital distributor of Bollywood movies, music, videos and ringtones, is benefiting from the success of Slumdog.

Music to more and more ears

"We're seeing a tremendous impact," Bhat says. "We're already seeing record downloads on iTunes and other major carriers; we're seeing a lot of people purchasing tracks and albums by (Slumdog composer/musician) A.R. Rahman."

In fact, the soundtrack is top the album on iTunes and vaulted 26 spots to No. 22 on the Billboard chart in the days after the Oscars.

"People are buying Slumdog— it's an access point for people to explore other movie and musical content from India," which is easier to do nowadays, thanks to the Internet, Bhat says.

Indians in America, long concentrated in the tech industry, say it's about time. (Indians are the largest ethnic group among the South Asian population.)

"Perhaps it took something as spectacular as the Slumdog sweep to confirm our 'arrival' as a cultural, and not just professional, force," says Ragini Tharoor Srinivasan, editor of the American monthly India Currents.

The India-is-cool trend has waxed and waned for decades. "It goes back to The Beatles, Ravi Shankar, the Maharishi — look at how yoga is mainstream now," says frequent visitor Dan Storper, founder and CEO of Putamayo World Music, which expects its first, just-released all-Indian music CD, India, and coffee-table book, India: A Cultural Journey, to be best sellers in part thanks to Slumdog.

"There has been a curiosity about the region for a long time, but it always takes one big thing to take it to another level," Storper says. "The stage is now set."

Hollywood might be more willing to gamble on Indian-themed movies and other East-West collaborations now that Slumdog has established audience interest, says Chitra Banerjee Divakaruni, the Indian-born American novelist and author of The Mistress of Spices and just-published The Palace of Illusions.

"We're kind of on the cusp, and Slumdog might tip us over," she says. "Fiction touches the imagination, and the impact lives on long after the facts of non-fiction have faded."

More and more, Bollywood and Hollywood are hooking up. Aussie singer Kylie Minogue is making her Bollywood debut in Indian superstar Akshay Kumar's upcoming film, Blue, and has already recorded two songs for it, including the title track by Rahman.

Sylvester Stallone is appearing in an Indian film co-starring Kumar, Incredible Love, made in Hollywood and due out this year. Warner Bros. released the Hollywood-made Chandni Chowk to China, a Bollywood-style martial arts movie aimed at the world market, also starring Kumar, last month. Will Smith, Tom Hanks, Julia Roberts, George Clooney, Brad Pitt, Tom Cruise, Bruce Willis — all are said to be working out deals with Indian entertainment companies.

"There's all sorts of people going to work" in India, Slumdog director Danny Boyle told reporters backstage after winning his Oscar. "The world's shrinking a little bit."

But don't expect pure Bollywood down at the local multiplex. The genre is not really most Americans' cup of tea: no sex, not even kissing, and lots of over-the-top song-and-dance numbers. Five years ago, Bride and Prejudice, a Hollywood-Bollywood version of Jane Austen's Pride and Prejudice, flopped at the U.S. box office.

"The people who go to see Paul Blart: Mall Copa ren't going to start watching Bollywood films," says box-office analyst Gitesh Pandya, editor of BoxOfficeGuru.com. "But the exposure opens up more eyes."

Slumdog itself isn't very Bollywoodish: There's only one musical number. It's a British production with a British director, a British-Indian male lead and a Dickensian story of a Mumbai slum-dweller's rags-to-riches romance.

Nor is it the first India-themed movie to sweep the Oscars: Gandhi, a British production with a British cast and crew, took home eight top awards in 1982 but had almost no effect on U.S. culture.

Increased familiarity

By contrast, Slumdog lands in the American consciousness just as South Asian names, faces and accents are being heard more, thanks to immigration and population growth.

Nowadays, many Americans have Indian doctors — in fact, Indian-American Sanjay Gupta, a neurosurgeon and CNN correspondent, is being considered for U.S. surgeon general.

"For years, Indians complained about TV hospital shows that had no Indian doctors — it was completely unrealistic," Pandya says. "Then (British actress) Parminder Nagra was cast in ER, and everyone celebrated. This second generation born and raised in the U.S. wants to be represented" on TV.

And in politics. Louisiana Gov. Bobby Jindal, who delivered the GOP response to President Obama's address last week, is the first Indian-American ever elected to a statewide office — and the first Indian-American politician to address the nation on national television.

South Asian names and faces are becoming more familiar in screen credits (director M. Night Shayamalan, The Sixth Sense); on TV (Kal Penn in House, Naveen Andrews in Lost, Sanjaya Malakar and Anoop Desai on American Idol, Aasif Mandvi on The Daily Show, even Apu on The Simpsons); on the news (Martin Bashir on Nightline, and Ali Velshi and Fareed Zakaria on CNN); and advertising (Indian-American Ajay Mehta stars in Fiber One cereal ads).

In music, Western pop stars such as Snoop Dogg, Jay-Z and Britney Spears, hook up with Indian stars and make hits. Singer M.I.A. is a London-born Sri Lankan; No Doubt bassist Tony Kanal is a London-born Indian.

Golf fans follow Vijay Singh, a Fijian of Indian descent, lifestyle junkies follow Deepak Chopra, and readers snatch up books by the likes of Salman Rushdie, Arundhati Roy and Jhumpa Lahiri.

"We're trying to bridge the gap between East and West, and there's a natural musical and creative synergy between Western music and classic Indian music," especially the rhythmic Bhangra genre that blends well with hip-hop, says Ted Chung, chairman of the Cashmere Agency, a Los Angeles company that brought Snoop Dogg together with Akshay Kumar to make the title track of Singh Is Kinng, a hit in India last year.

"The passion that drives us is to show each other's culture and expose people to new things, so they're not so ignorant or afraid of something they don't know," Chung says.

Funny Math Video

Who said recessions must be gloomy. Enjoy the fun with the recession math: